I’m just saying
On no account did I give up
I sought to make things last
Your intentions were to finish what you started
Couldn’t decide whom you wanted
You dragged me emotionally, as though the dirt of the bottom of your feet can be washed off
Being liable for all that you felt…the culpability were me
When all along the blame were you
All the dishonesty became the fabricated truth
The hurt became more intense each day
I tried to make heads from tails but every time I failed
How could you love one, when all that you shared was abhorrence?
Despite of it all the tears I cried were true to you
Never once did you cared to even notice the grief, the hurt, the soreness, the sting, the throbbing of my heartache I was experiencing
But then again I never even noticed either…
We never fought for what we had; we just gave up with no regrets
Once strong lovers, soul mates, and much more
How can you feel no remorse and continue to laugh as though nothing ever happened, are you really that content that you never look back for what it could’ve been? I just don’t get it, I try to understand the past, find the good in the present but I can’t seem to grasp what transpired in our lives.
Not to say I need you, nor saying that I miss you, I’m just saying what needs to be said, because one day you’ll feel and understand just what I’m trying to say.
By Oz Camarena
12/19/09
On no account did I give up
I sought to make things last
Your intentions were to finish what you started
Couldn’t decide whom you wanted
You dragged me emotionally, as though the dirt of the bottom of your feet can be washed off
Being liable for all that you felt…the culpability were me
When all along the blame were you
All the dishonesty became the fabricated truth
The hurt became more intense each day
I tried to make heads from tails but every time I failed
How could you love one, when all that you shared was abhorrence?
Despite of it all the tears I cried were true to you
Never once did you cared to even notice the grief, the hurt, the soreness, the sting, the throbbing of my heartache I was experiencing
But then again I never even noticed either…
We never fought for what we had; we just gave up with no regrets
Once strong lovers, soul mates, and much more
How can you feel no remorse and continue to laugh as though nothing ever happened, are you really that content that you never look back for what it could’ve been? I just don’t get it, I try to understand the past, find the good in the present but I can’t seem to grasp what transpired in our lives.
Not to say I need you, nor saying that I miss you, I’m just saying what needs to be said, because one day you’ll feel and understand just what I’m trying to say.
By Oz Camarena
12/19/09
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